As this month is winding to a close I am absolutely and completely overwhelmed with gratitude.
The last four weeks have been a blur. With barely enough time to sleep or eat, it has been increasingly difficult to stop and take in all that is going on around me.
Last night I worked straight through the darkness forgoing sleep to finish a huge bouquet order and when Chris awoke at 4, we loaded the van together under a barely brightened sky. As he headed into the city and I headed to bed a huge wave of gratitude washed over me.
In the blur of filling orders, planting, cutting, and dashing about I’ve struggled a bit with finding my center and remembering why we are REALLY doing this. This morning I had a wonderful window of clarity.
So in an effort to help myself stay connected to the heart of this adventure I am going to carve out a little more time to be still and try to drink in all of this bounty, because soon this season will be over. I don’t want to have been so focused on the doing end of things that the being in this amazing moment was lost.
This crazy, beautiful, insane time is just too precious to miss.